About Scattered Brain Matter

I started this blog to be able to post my writing up for the world to see. Obviously it hasn't really gone that far, but there are the few that do read this. I keep it up because it's a good outlet for my own mind and my writing. I hope that if you are reading, you enjoy.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Let Me Sing

I just need to sing my lungs out. Til I'm hoarse. Til I can't sing any more. Maybe it'll make these dark clouds go away.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

4th Update

It's the 4th of July and I'm down at the camp. It's wonderful. It's finally sunny out and it's amazing. The water is high, clear and cold. Family's all good and happy. It's gonna be a great day and its amazing and just a good weekend.

No work again until Sunday at 5. Its a great day to be alive. I miss Jeffer McJefferson.

Now its time to do things and be festive =)


Thursday, July 2, 2009

Excellent. New High Score.

So yesterday, was in all definitions amazing. I got to Lynn at about 11:40am and picked Jeff's ass up. We went to Salem for the morning and went in the what is by far the most AMAZING bookstore I've EVER been in! There were literally mountains of books in there. Towering stacks of them, all sorted by genre (I don't know how this man did it) and it was probably my favorite part of the day. I finally got a copy of Lolita by Nabokov. I've been wanting to read that book for ages! AND all the books, new or used were 50% off and so I got a $15.00 for $7.00. I was in heaven.

Then we went over and trolled around a military surplus shop and a comic/fan girl store. It was a lot of fun. Even the rain couldn't damper this day. We had lunch at this little pizza place inside the Salem museum mall (or it was called something like that) and then we trudged back to the car and left Salem. I hope to go back there sometime when it's not raining and actually walk around and take some pictures. We headed back to the Lynn area and decided to just go around and walk and look at stuff. So we went to Newbury Comics, at least 2 malls, A.C. Moore =D and Amazing.net, which was interesting.

After wards we FINALLY went to the beach. I was ecstatic! I ran to the water (which wasn't even cold) and just took in the air and the waves and the feeling that being at the ocean gives me. It was amazing and it felt perfect being there with him. At some points we just stood there watching the waves together and it was...good. It felt good and I loved it. I played in the waves and picked up seashells and scared away seagulls and it was just a blast.

We finally got back to the car and decided on Denny's for dinner. It was a good time, I was thinking a lot though. I was confused, and afraid to talk to Jeff about it. I was more just in need of there to be a yes or no, or just a realization that there was or wasn't something between us. Which there was. He just needs time to think about it. Which is fine; but unnerving at the same time.

All in all, it was an amazing day and I had such a good time. I'll miss him the 2 weeks he's gone...a lot. Phone calls and texts will have to be enough I suppose.